Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Nights

Will be a relaxing night tonight, since the programme with Ketua Pengarah Perkhidmatan Awam is postponed. Phew.. after so many tiring night, I can finally sleep early in peace!

Last night was the night of theatre performance. The remaining performance from 2 sidangs were good. Zaibo was here as the head judge. The winner is Sidang C.. MY SIDANG WOHOOO!! performing 'Protes'. After seeing all performances, I just know that Protes will win judges' heart. As predicted by most of us, Protes had a land slide victory. Protes will be re-performed during dinner with KSN. Now I sound like a newcasters... bah!

I couldn't sleep last night. I think I dozed off around 2am. Reason being I heard humming sounds, as if someone or "something" sings or whatever. Did I write on the disturbance my roomate and I experienced couple of week before? I just felt the presence, but my roomate did see "it" some kind of a woman apparation. Might sound ridiculous but not for us. Well I assumed the same "thing" hummed. This morning, I learned that the humming sounds came from Kiara Point. Sidang C Choir team was practising for tomorrow's night competition!!!

Tomorrow night, another competition. I'll sit there and enjoy the performances if I can, that is.


Bonus questions. What will I do if these things happen. If they happen....

1. I hate her enough to give her a tight slap on her not so beautiful face. Should I do it?

2. How do I go about telling my spouse that he needs to be more responsible in certain aspect of marriage for example financial responsibility? Should I tell him straight to his face, or should I imply it within conversations, or should I write a directive?

3. I was given a responsibility to organise a dinner. As subordinate, it's my obligation but as individual I am reluctant because I have to deal with my he-thinks- he-is-perfect ex-boyfriend. Should I ask my boss for replacement or should I continue the project with evil thought of 'punishing' him, my way *evil grin*

Answer them for me... please...

Monday, September 19, 2005

Gua Itik Expedition

Departed to Sungai Petani after Jumaat Prayer. Arrived at 10.30pm!, 5 buses in convoi, what to say...

The expedition on Saturday was great. We explored 2 caves, Gua Itik and Gua Gendang. 70% of the exploration was meranduk air, from ankle level up to 'over head' level, me being among the shortest in the group lah. Mujur jugak tau berenang sikit sikit. The water was so clear and so cold. The scenery inside the caves was magnificent, I want to go again.

I was down with cold actually, days before the expedition. But hey, I surely dont want to miss the fun. I guess the best part was when we reach the cave's end. We had perang air! DPA participants were the attacker and PPKs and PPs were the victims. I give my due respect to the Pengarah Kursus. The boys attacked him, holding him high and instead of throwing him into the water, they just lowered him down. Being a sporting man he is, he insisted the boys to throw him like all PPKs and PPs. "Your wish is our command" and the boys did!

I was on the river bank the whole time. A PPK did order me to join the crowd.
"Tuan bagi show cause letter pun saya tak kisah dah, saya lagi kisah pasal selesema saya ni". Me
"Cakap ngan kau ni Angah memang susah". The PPK

Journey home yesterday took us about 6 hours. I got on the bus, took a seat and zzzzz

I learned more about things in life in the expedition. For one, we might be friends but not a good ones. We are taught not to have prejudice, not to judge people, but at times we must! because our first instinct is usually the correct one! "I was ready to board the bus when someone shouted - is this the bus for x-*****.. I was like what the ****! Took my bag and to anothe bus I went" I rest my case.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

My Precioussss

Yesterday was a very bad day! I was in the auditorium waiting for class to start when I realized my wedding ring was not on my finger! Darn.... I lost my wedding ring! Rushed back to hostel ignoring the possibility of getting a show cause letter, searched for my precious ring and it was nowhere to be found. My day ended before it even started.

Called abang *add sobbing sound here*. Felt calmer, will get the replacement for sure but it wont be the same, it never will. The ring was bought using the mas kahwin, not the hantaran. It's just an 80 ringgit ring but it's mas kahwin! I remember abang literally forced the towkey to accept 80 ringgit instead 120 ringgit for the ring. He didn't want to pay more than that. Ya lah, nak kekalkan the exact jumlah as uttered during the nikah.

Tawakal jer lah, if it's meant to be mine, then I'll be mine. If not, then it's ok, it's just a ring with a sentimental value attach to it. My marriage matters most, the ring is just a symbol.


Today, suai fizikal like usual. Batik day. Only 1 class. Cannot go back to hostel. Stranded here in the library. Very hot! I miss my baby already....

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Selasa yang busy

Very hectic Tuesday. Infact i'm now at the Civil Service Conference's secretariat, making ammendments and adjustments on rapporteurs' report for Conference updates. Phewww... now I know why I am not a journalist hahahaha. Been here since morning, very tiring yet satisfying, seeing my work in publish.

I've been upgraded from berudu to bilis. Woohoo I can swim! For others it might sound silly but for me its an achievement. Free lessons some more. Now have to work hard to be upgraded to dolphin. After that I can join abang in SUKPA swimming pool, swimming rather than bersidai kat tepi kolam.

off for more ammendments....

Monday, September 12, 2005

Isnin yang mandom

Went back to Intan quite early last night coz abang had to go back to Kuantan. The race yesterday was ok I guess. Kechik won and Awi got the eight place. teruk kena bebel ngan abang coz he didn't realize that the othe cyclist was actually taking an advantage of him. I guess he learned something yesterday.

This morning, Woke up early for the conference. I am a walking zombie so to say. Hate to miss the class which I deem important. I think I'll join the class later in the afternoon though I got an exemption.

Abang supplied me with powerbar gel and powerbar endurance drink for my kembara this weekend. Macam nak pergi 2 minggu eheh. Benda dah ada guna jerlah kan.

The other 2 sidangs are attending Police module and BTN this week thus theater night tomorrow cuma kami jerlah yang ada. We are the performer, we are the audience, how funny it could be bah!

I'll be covering the keynote address by TPM and welcoming address by PPTD President. It has been a long time since I wrote report, I mean this kind of report. My language skills is getting rusty as far as formal writing is concern. Working in this sector, and at a district level, very hard to practice the language.

On a lighter note. We were practically jumping up and down reading the news on cola allowance on Friday. The proposed RM150 for Management and Professional group is more than enough for me. Alhamdulillah. Penawar duka di saat sedih sebab kereta aku tak dapat potongan cukai jalan huhuhu...

Oh... congratulation to dear friend Roshasliza and husband on the arrival of their bundle of joy Qaisara Aisya Damia.